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Exam over today,start at 9 am end at 11am.results:84.

Back home,MCD on the way back.

Go out,off to Queensbay,meet uncle cat.walk around,cinema(zombieland),shopping,old town crapping.

back,icy tower,ppstream.

Watching

and all i did is watching.all i ever done is watching what happens around my life,its like watching movie,u get the fun,sad part of the story,but it might be just more better if u are in it,never feel satisfied.

once i saw this show,this guy say:'yep u the main actor of ur life,but mostly the movie's name is THE LIFE OF A NOBODY.' it sucks to keep thinking how lousy i am compared to others,i need to change.

Dont

better dun have any confidence.nothing turns out good with too many confidence.

now let me say this: Im just not........good (from Jacob)

i wanna be better,be more.just have to find some way to kill my lazy attitude.

18!!!

IM OFFICIALLY 18!!!!!!

Tasty?

Another experience today,for the first time got people persuade me into direct sales.guess all are quite familiar with this 'direct sales' thing.here,to start this post i will show u the product they introduced. MonaVie

According to THEM,it's a healthy fruit drink...here's some link,look at it for urself if u wan.

http://www.monavie.com/Web/US/en/index.dhtml?r=1

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MonaVie

Yes,ur own business...dun believe it,it will never be UR business,u are just part of the cycle of 'money earning'.So how did the persuading start??they are my friend's customer,apparently my fren joined this too,may god bless him. we have tea time(free,i no need pay) together lo and they started telling me about this juice.

I got nothing against direct sales,i swear.because i know someone did earn their living based on this job.my point of view is they are not selling products but RELATIONSHIP and PERSUADING skill.cause no matter how i look at it, this juice should not cost RM100+ each,i might pay for it if it got alcohol in it but pure fruit juice?? u got to be kidding me.

NEXT,i'm gonna tell u how the payments and profits as they say work.u get FREE membership,ya FREE.think twice,to start earning money u need to buy 2 box of them,each box contain 4 bottle of monavie,so that makes u pay RM800 first.(every 28days).in case u not aware of ur current situation,u are now paying RM800 as monthly salary to someone u dun know in exchange for 8 bottles of fruit juice(great deal right??)

SO how u make profits?? U make others pay RM800 for 8 bottles of fruit juice just like u for the same reason...to earn money by making others buy that fruit juice again and u get certain percentage of the sales including those sales that ur customer made.the percentage will normally be 10% or near....where did the rest of 90% go??

10%=ur pay

20-40%=the product cost

50% or more=pay for those at higher rank than u,they decide rank by how much u buy and sold the product and u can gain points by doing so.(it means that guy that sell u that juice and THAT other guy that sell it to him and so on)

ps.this is all based on my personal view but i bet it is not far from the truth

This marketing technique is quite a common one and a lot have ended up as a scam(multi level marketing),it used human weakness-GREED.i bet i looked like a fat juicy well cooked pig in front of them.

last thing is.to the guy who tried to persuade me:GOOD JOB,i like the part where u remind me not to give up my study even if i earn a lot with direct sales.AND also the part where u convince me u are not selling any products(which no matter how i looked at it,u are selling me 8bottles of rm100+ fruit juice) DO u know what he said??? im just sharing a way for u to earn money,not selling u products.claps...claps...it's been so long since i heard something so meaningful,cant believe there are people in this world who will share their money with me.THX.

So far so good.

I plan to live forever..........so far so good!

kidding.exam is near(3 weeks more),3 paper to go. I'm getting old pretty fast here,cant believe it's already November since April intake.Good thing is,i made the right choice,i dun feel any regret for choosing accounting.Since primary i lied in that god damn stupid essay question 'what's your future dream?'. I dun have any dreams to start with,i'm average(or below) in school,in study,in sports,in everything,who am i to have a dream??

hey wait...i have.short-term dream:PASS MY EXAM!!!!(correction,short-term only cover 1 year,what i need is 4 year so it's a long-term dream)

as for other dreams...wait la.i will start dreaming about it after exam.

and DAD SHUT UP about how expensive it is to fix my car,i hate it when u do that.SHOULD have foresee that since the time u bought me that old saga,like hell it's my fault?? Im not at the LOVE my car age yet,how the hell can i know my bearing got problem by just hearing???and it's normal for kids like my age to listen song LOUD LOUD in the car and failed to notice that stupid sound the car make.

phew...so far so good la.

Sweat la!!!!

dude,are u thinking too much??? i din't mean it like that.

SWT!!!!

no wonder they says word can kills.u just have to tell me if i crossed some line.make me no mood nia.

Opps

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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what? i just feel like doing this.

here,in case u are bored.

happy?

Coming Soon.

penang one day trip.COMING SOON as long as i get all the photos i will post about it.its a fun day which make me feel like im on vacation.GOOD JOB GUYS!!!

well,opps,im too lazy to update.

Vain post.

Might cause eyesore.

wow,grats,u can actually finish looking at this post.

Watermelon

OK,i named this post watermelon for a reason.WARNING:do not read this if u are eating,do not read this if u cannot accept EWWWW stuff.Im not responsible for any damage caused by this post!!

yes i have stupid things about me to say again! this case got into my top 5 worst(cause im not sure whether i have any more worse one) embarrassing memory.wanna know?

i go to TAO to have buffet dinner with friends.......start with the funny things first k? after we finish our food we just chatting there,then this waiter come and ask us whether we want any fruits or not,then we ask,what fruits they have.waiter:'we only have watermelon.' .....................then can u give just a little for us? waiter:'we got 3 pieces,6,9,and 12'............nuggets ARR??????i laughed a lot there,and i dun just think the word,we really did tell this to the waiter.

OK,now the worst part come.when they say kia go buffet eat till u puke.literally i DID,okay dun say anything harsh on me k?i cant help it,so what?im at loss k?i puke out what i pay for(no im still clean,just on the table not on myself) sry for the worker there,really sry but HEY,i give u something to make fun about!!! although i not sure its funny for the one who cleans it or not la.i got pay service tax one lo!!dun look at me like that!!!

apparently its funny for my friends,i can understand that.PROBLEM is,its funny for me also.............i need doctor. good thing is,my friend reaction is,CAT:'wait....is that the watermelon just now??HAHAHAHAHA' WHERE can i find a friend like that?Uncle cat i respect u,seriously it is the watermelon i just ate.TRY EVERYTHING ONCE IN A LIFETIME!!! i just accomplish another one today. AND i get a new phobia,its called taolon phobia=TAO+watermelon.

and NO,i dun have any photo for u,what do u expect?i take the picture of my puke and show it here? u want that? ps,im hungry after...u know.

WooHooo

im so dead,almost exam lor...and what i only did is PLAY!!! great

Moving

yeap...im moving away again....haiz.Just got the news from my mum,dun know what to say,but i hate it.There goes my childhood,primary school that time,i moved away and the result is im far away from my fren,feel weird when i meet them.Then at sungai dua,finally i started to know the people around there,jason,eric,vincent,meowin,cat....move again. Now at ayer itam,finally start getting used to this place.MOVING AGAIN!!!! That's why i dun have a friend who stay in touch for many years!!!!!

just dun know when i will be moving.im so sick of this.....

Laugh.

something quite special happened today.

i fall off a jet ski with my dad jason.not exactly what u see in the picture.we both fall off.Man,i dun blame you for this,this is really a good experience,i treasure it.THX

I notice something thank to this.i can even laugh when im in the middle of the sea waiting for rescue.this let me found out that im the type who laugh over their problems.Is this good or bad? They say guy die earlier than woman cause guys cannot cry out their feelings,so can i laugh out my feelings?i also got things that im not dare enuf to speak out.BUT i dun wan die earlier!!! can someone teach me how to handle this?

My way of crapping.

i like to talk like this.not many can talk with me like this,this eric guy is one of them.DAMN i miss the days when i can crap with them face to face.

History

Just feel like crapping.suddenly i keep on thinking about the dramatic change in my life when im standard 3,still can remember that time,suppose at my age i should always sleep well and got sweet dreams.but its not for me during that year.I cant have a nice sleep almost every night,that's the time i start to sleep with the lights on and cover up my whole body,that way i feel more comfort,until now.

my uncle's house is very near our house that time,i even have a time when i just sleep in my uncle's house rather going back home.I dun know how to face my dad,when i look at him i only feel anger.Until now,im so far away from my dad that i dun feel anything anymore,not even feeling of family.I only think of him as my financial supply,every time i talk with him is about asking for money.He is just a stranger who have the same blood with me and support me with money nia.my tears totally dried up that year and it never drop again.

I lost my faith because of him,a big effect on my life.But its not my fault,what he done can never be healed.Wonder he still feel regret or not?

Relationship?

Saw something at prom night.Makes me wonder what is love? can love makes everything possible?

I,ME,Myself never be in relationship before.So i can not understand how the hell what i saw happened.If u r experienced,mind to teach me?

During prom,i saw two people,a boy and a girl,malays.err,in some place which got not many people.(no it's not wat u think) they chatting in kinda romantic way............sudden!!!!

???ok,maybe that guy hated the girl for quite a long time and finally he cant stand it anymore.So i just ignored that and just keep walking away,since it's not my business.but im curious,i wonder what happen next,i turned my head around and WALLA!!!

That guy kiss the girl!!!.....................HUH???WHAT???HOW???WHY???WEIRD???ROMANTIC???MENTAL PROBLEM??? or is it because i dun understand love? how can this series of action can be explained by love? what's wrong with people these day? am i the weird one here?is it normal for people to act like this? is this what they called dramatic?all couple do this before?

I just cant help but think,do i need to do this to my gf?

How about this theory?

girl"dear,maybe im not the one for u,i think u deserve better,y dun u just forget me and go find a better one?"

PIAK.......silence..........MUAKS

boy"u never say that again,all these years im searching for someone who complete my other half,now u tell me to let go after i found it?"

Reasonable? no wonder i never got a gf,im sure i cant do this,not like this i say. Guess im still not ready for this.

Wanted.

Wanted!! Alive or Alive. This guy here have done something which i dun know myself that deserve a punishment to live in a big big house with many maids and only steak and wine allowed for every meal.

too bad u cant kill me huh??

My Day.

At first,i promise u with lots of picture of me with some clothes i tested.

Second,i promise u with a story of how dumb i was today.

Third,i give u something to learn.(u might tried it but its first time for me,and i believe most din tried it be4)

Nah,here come the first,(u might as well skip this part if u hate to see my face.)

i almost use the same pose,but whatever,still better than janice right?(no offence)

this one surprise me the most,it may not look so to u but its a damn new thing to me cause i never wear like this before.But i LIKE it.

i know,my hand shake,but i like the feeling of this pic.so posted it.

Now the second thing i promise,which might be the reason u reading this post.What Dumb thing i did?

recognize this?this is the parking ticket in gurney plaza.well,i lost it......not lost it actually.My friend said want to pay for my parking fees,then i give the ticket to him lo,who knows he gone back earlier,at first i keep looking for it everywhere....the moment after i search everywhere i've been.THEN i remember that my friend had it!!!!!! u know how i feel?no u don't,its mixture of my head spinning,sudden feel like boneless,and NUTS.

i hear story about someone missing his ticket,then he go to the machine,simply press and get a new one then pay.for those who say he did this in gurney.BULLSHITS. Im just a step away from poking a hole to the button.SO?what to do??? i asked the management like how people normally act...and they ask for RM20..................NO way!!!!!

1st strategy:give rm20 and just blame urself for being dumb.

2nd strategy:risk a big big scratch on ur car to save RM20.

2nd it is!!! there's a friend of mine who also drive to gurney,i asked:''wei,can like this bo?u pay liao,when u put in the ticket,we rush out together with me at the back.Means we both pass over it with just one ticket but we got to be fast.'' since my friend wont have any losses,cause if anything happen it will be my car that get that jackpot. He agreed to help me.

we do as planned,i stick to his car's back.then the moment he move,i move!!!! I DID it!!!! that one minute in my car,there's only my screaming in there.YYYYEEEEEEESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

and the good part is according to my friend,he looked at his mirrior and im just a bit away from Fucked.

So tell me,u learn anything?

random pic

.....sry i still cant pose with a fan yet,most likely i wont.so i give u..............my mum!!!! like this also siok,really siao liao.

Nah,my bro.see?he got potential to be taller than me,judging by his face i say he can be quite handsome also.anyone intrested?sry janice he's not hot for sure.

Vain!!! cham liao lo,learn tio my mum pula.

now u can press the X button at the top right corner there.

Nah,see?

click on it then u see.

which one u like? back then or today?

Camping

Leadership camp.I WAS offered 4days 3nights,and i accepted it cause i haven join any camp for quite some time.Suddenly,they announce changes in plan and end up 'one day trip' in penang(thanks to H1N1).I understand its not their fault and they worked very hard for this,but no.

I just dun feel like it,like i wan to buy bungalow,u end up giving me a very nice apartment but no matter how nice it is,its not what i wanted.i asked what happen if i quit,then this lecturer keep asking me why i wanna quit,why i wanna join in the first place,the main objective is to learn about leadership what? (i ask her three time what if i quit and she give me the same crap back three time,is this how people answer question these day?not answering what i ask?) NO,different.Main motive to buy a house?to make it my home,an apartment still can be a home but its not what i want!!!

mopping the floor.

NoNoNoNo.how the hell u gonna be a good wife?lol,dun take this seriously.

Saturday

Community service.group photo and video of some 'floor mopping' according to their opinion.Im still considering whether to post it or not.

Where my daughter gone to?

And this one the best,look at MOLLY and our BROTHER CHICKEN!!! YAYA,u there...u noe its u im talking about,dun paiseh,we all also little chickens in molly's eye which cost less than rm5 each i think? Nothing wrong to be the BROTHER CHICKEN....really,i mean it.

we should summit this for Prom King,OOPSS,sry my bad....AHEM,let us proudly present,THE Prom Queen

FOOD,expensive food.overbudget liao lo.

MINE,MINE,MINE strawberry milkshake nia la.

Honestly janice,im not good at taking picture,just that u suck more than me nia la,dun mind dun mind.

Bling,finish and to be continued.

Random

haiz...

Yep...

never knew so many people care about my 'tuuuut'

My Sunday.SK-II

Sweet Sunday!.............i spend my sunday with SK-II!! great,now i got better skin than girls.YAY

kidding kidding,my face so many pimple,impossible la.Just my mum's friend get a prize from SK2,she represent her go take prize nia la.i get to meet lee sinje.

Pretty bo?i don't know much about her but dun believe in the picture yet.

then she show up,not bad i say for her age.my mum keep saying she very pretty,of course la,u let me use SK2 everyday FOC see?i also can la.The function have something about a limited edition handbag made of 5500 crystals....the one she holding.

my mum getting the price,not dare to get a closer shot,cause all use big big camera,only me with walkman phone's camera nia.Sitting in the middle of gurney feels weird too.

only three winner,so lucky.

best part of whole day,guess how much this worth? RM2000 AHHHHH,my eyes hurt!!! I can buy 2 PSP liao u know? No wonder girls money easy to earn. i won't wash my face for whole week if i use them.