Late in the night.

What else??cant sleep looorrr.

its been a long time since i blogged,last time i checked i still have black/brown hair.

now i'm BLOND XD

I just have the sudden urge to bleach my hair that's all.In my country though,hair like mine are what they call the 'bad kids' hair to the older generation,as for the young ones,this kind of fashion is still not acceptable yet,some even consider it as the 'lower class taste' which we call it PIGDOG. makes sense since it took me quite a lot of courage to decide for this hair,and get prepared to get a lot of 'comments' and 'stares'

I dun mind people giving bad comments though XD, i always say this to them:"at least i tried??"

this might seems stupid to others but its a thing we dun get to do anytime we want in our life.in schools we have rules,at work we need image.college is the time where there's not much of limits.

IF NOT NOW?? WHEN?

Guess i kinda make this blog into something like my diary :D

used to sleep very early.before 11pm.now i can barely sleep before 1 in the morning.there's this person kinda stuck in my mind,EVERY NIGHT @.@ started weeks ago.nahhh,better not think too much.should focus on my studies,of all the exams so far this time is the one i am really worried about.i let myself get too lazy,until someone actually asked why did i even go to school in the first place.i managed to forget to bring my SCHOOL BAG to SCHOOL. LMAO

about time i try to sleep.nighty nite to myself~~~

Confession

My heart beats faster as i'm awaiting you.

I can't stop thinking about you.

Keep wondering what to do without you.

IM IN LOVE~~~

allow me to introduce XD

ladies and gentleman!!!!

miss PASS !!!!!!

I know i don't deserve her,but then i will work all my best in order to get her.The heartbeats when i wait for her~~~ the happiness i feel when i see her.Owwwwwww

4

4 exam coming!!! lolx and i barely passed my trial exam,failed some.guess that's what happen with my bad attitude. IM going to pass all of them.i might be lazy but im too lazy until im lazy to waste another 6 months of my life.and im looking forward to 2days of class in one week,must be goooood,will be boring but im sure i can came up with something to do. XD now back to finding my mood to study.

Scary~~~

first,DUN watch Clash of the titans 3D. NO

How to train ur dragon is good though.

Its always fun to hang out with cat and eric again.i laugh all the way but then i dun know what im laughing about,and it doesn't matter even if we do pointless things. BEST thing is,when there is request,follow up with ON!!!! even the guy outside the cinema who gives up the 3D glasses recognize us when we go in there the second time. XD im actually in better mood,good

then its daniel.OMG i cannot resist shooting him.the weird thing is,he doesn't fight back.every gang of friends i meet who knows daniel,SHOOT him.EVERYONE awww i sooo damn miss the feelings.and walla,we have drama everywhere!!!! i watch drama from other college too now. so i see that everyone can be emotionally unstable,not just limited to woman.(but its woman who first shows me how ppl act when they emo)

If u hate me,or anythings i do irritate u,tell me pleaseee.I'll see what i can do to fix it,if i cant help it then sry,too bad for u.Im not perfect and so do u,i dun really think everytime before i talk.Not even god do that. Im getting sick of this,for whatever reasons,im not happy with the way u treat me.I tried fixing this,then what did u give me in return?what's with that attitude?

GRATS,i used to be angry at ppl by shouting at them and curse them.u give me a lesson that there are way more higher levels technique for being mad at someone.

now pray for the all mighty GOD,as he may screw ur wife if u don't.(according to Clash of the Titans)

ps,i almost forgot.there's this someone here i can no longer explains my feelings of him with words anymore.i can only.... CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS and so on(in a sarcastic way) u wan me drop a few tears for the dramatic effect also CAN arr!!!!!

What's Wrong??

DO NOT WHAT?? opppss

this picture again remind me of how stupid i am.i gone up the deck at 4.30 and waited till 6.30. At last i cant stand it anymore and decided to go back to my room and sleep.FML,the sunrise start at around 7.30.which makes all my effort looks stupid.i AM stupid.

been a long time since i took a picture of myself.did i changed in the pass few months? a tiny bits??

im just gonna show some pictures from inside the cruise.

i want to know wats wrong.something changed but i dunno what and how.Hello??i cant read minds

Marvelous~~~eh?

owww this is just a sudden urge to write something.

hahax,guess i cant help it.these days i found out that i din talk as much as before,pretty much because im not really happy?or the less talking thing make me not that happy?im not sure.Since the start of college,i din really do any homework,not that i care.but then i started to copy homework worrr.something i dun do in a few years time,of course the homework i copy is assignments la...special case ma...the rest no i haven start to do yet.Im surprised myself,is this good? i try to figure out why i will copy notes too these day,and do exercise on A4 paper instead of beside the questions.(GOOD JOB MERVYN,u saving the environment by getting that virus of me and dad u obviously did change a bit on how u treat exercise if u know wat i mean),maybe its because i started to hate the fact that nobody expect anything from me?its kinda weird actually,part of me wan to do better and show that i can if i want to,another part is the lazy me and that i dun wan to force myself to change to fits in.its normal to say that nobody will ask help from me knowing that im obviously the lazy one and not showing much interest in study.

Then i decide,im gonna do as how i feel.to copy notes when i feel so,get interested when i feel so,get serious or have fun when i feel so.SIMPLE. Marvelous~~~eh?

ok done with the story which sounds like something u find in identity crisis cases.now to the things happened recently.i want to watch alice in the wonderland and sadly the holidays make it impossible.secondary school eh!!!!! GO study larrr,watch hami movie???huh?why took all my tickets huh?? holidays is for wat purpose eh? study la of course.u all just dun get it.all the school days is to teach u all wat u need to know,THEN holiday let u revision eh ma!!!! NVM,i also dun understand it until today XD and i probably wont.And one more thing,its ok if u make fun of me about going out with someone.but then by the way u amazingly relate going for a movie with going hotel with a Marvelous reason,i can just assume that ur life are so filled with pretty colours that im pretty sure the doctor who experts in STD can recognize u in a miles away and greet u like an old friend.(thats normal too i understand cause we are always polite to those we depend on to pay for our living,customers are always right) no offence ya XD.that's just the way i react to shootings.I SHOOT BACK........until u shut up.i mean,that's the best thing about shooting right??

??.....what else le.....OH we have finally have a human on earth which officially recognized as NO GENDER.YES its recorded so in his/her passport.i will just call 'hier' as result from combination of 'his' and 'her'.so hier are a man to start with,but then hier just dun wan to be a man anymore,hier go for surgery and as hier wish be a woman,a few years later hier also sick of being girl anymore.i got no idea wat hier do but then hier is officially NO GENDER in the end.hmmm,wats the point of telling this?? OWW come on!!! there are a human out there DECIDED to be the first NO GENDER human on earth,cant we just decide whether to watch a movie by wat we feel but not follow majority??? is this the side effect of growing up in a democracy country?

ahhhh........that feel better. =D Marvelous~~~eh?

Music download day!!!!

Today!!!

all the effort of the singers,all the work of the production,production of CD,marketing,design.every everything from bits to a song. and sudden u decide to download it from the internet FREE OF CHARGE???

.........WHO THE F ARE U???

............vincent??last time i checked yes that's who i am.thx god i still rmb that.

Title

?it asked for a title and there it is.Title

3am in the morning.im still awake,its already been two weeks.STOP BUGGING MY MIND!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

the same question keep annoys me when i close me eyes.stupid.the ans was there all the time and it wont change.

now back to my bed trying to fall asleep.

WHEE.SNIFF

WHEEEEEE~

im happy im happy~

cause i just past my paper~

im happy im happy~

i just found crack for AVG~

im happy im happy~

cause i got back my net~

im happy im happy~

HAPPY GO LUCKY~~~

SNIFF~

not good not good~

not good with my mid term~

not good not good~

not good with home study~

not good not good~

not good with myself~

not good not good~

IM in deep deep shit~~~

ps.i know this doesn't rhythm but i dun care~~~eh eh eh eh eh~~~~

Yes??Anything??

The balloon!its gonna kill her!!!RUN!!!guess who?

now only i notice this.see how fair my dad's leg is?? OH my my~~~

snap milk eating bread.WHERE IS MY STRAWBERRY MILK!!!????

enjoying her class.krystal not here so she used her chair to put hand.

19LIAO!!!!the bday boy.at sunset bistro.

see the FOOD???rm 20 right?? guess wat is it? EGGS!!! 4 EGGS

RM5 EACH!!!!!! now that's some expensive eggs.

ME!!of course,its been a long time since i posted some photos.facebook is making me lazy.

and AT LAST!!i know im normal people!!! after i heard the DARE game from eric.i know that im just another normal people.i wonder when can i be as siao as them??? NEW YEAR!!! my class.......hmmm,wat can i say?it's again filled with stories.No more long long time ago,have to change it to 'just recently......'

ps.WCC:u are so pretty till i beh tahan nia XD.no wonder u can be so geng.

ERIC:again im waiting for u to come back penang,sien together is better than sien alone.

CAT:U ASSAHOLIC!!!!

DOWN!!!

opps,i mean UP!!!!!

happy new year by the way

im just too lazy to update anything.

since everyone make some targets in their new year.

here's mine.

1.COME ON CAT EXAMS!!!bring it on!!!waaachaaaaaa

2..........hmmmmm,mmmkay...............im going to organize my notes?

3.wat beats having fun?of course its in my list.

4.at least learn one new non study skill

5.i wan KEEP FIT!!!! wanna be in shape~~~

6.NO more antisocial

7.did i mention having fun??