HEH heh

watched two movies today,THOR and WATER for ELEPHANT.both are nice movies that are totally worth my money and time. LOST the THOR 3D tickets though.kinda wonder how dumb i have to be to lost tickets from my 'butt pocket' heh.

no worries,bought tickets again.i still remember the seats i bought,and there i saw a family of four sitting on our seats.turned around and asked them whether they changed seats or bought those tickets.told me they bought it from the counter.

ahhhh~~humans,i forgive them.i would have did the same thing,not going to pretend i'm better or anything. funny how i reacted to it,i din't feel as mad as i thought i would be.its just two tickets,i treated someone i dun know to a movie today!!! :D

GO humanity??but seriously,there are kids with them.told us 'we bought the tickets' in front of the kids,so damn educative.no matter world peace is a myth.

Thoughts

sometimes,sometimes,it's all about your own ability.not what you USE.no matter how expensive the tools is,without user,it will just exist and that's all.Not applicable to everything though.I dreamed of a fair world,where everyone are valued by what they are instead of what they own,even if i am worthless,at least i know it is truly my own fault.REAL LIFE?? nah,fair? we are born different.pain in the ass.

Time to grow up,control myself,temper,love,hate,lazy,spending,savings,gaming,study,eat,sleep,everything.be true to myself then i wont regret it,lying sucks.

being the good guy sucks.

title says it all.im tired~~~all these bullshits.lies~~grey area~~~im not perfect but UR not perfect part IRRITATES ME!!!! do i have to?? telling everyone its ok?? im going to prove myself more worthy.

Late in the night.

What else??cant sleep looorrr.

its been a long time since i blogged,last time i checked i still have black/brown hair.

now i'm BLOND XD

I just have the sudden urge to bleach my hair that's all.In my country though,hair like mine are what they call the 'bad kids' hair to the older generation,as for the young ones,this kind of fashion is still not acceptable yet,some even consider it as the 'lower class taste' which we call it PIGDOG. makes sense since it took me quite a lot of courage to decide for this hair,and get prepared to get a lot of 'comments' and 'stares'

I dun mind people giving bad comments though XD, i always say this to them:"at least i tried??"

this might seems stupid to others but its a thing we dun get to do anytime we want in our life.in schools we have rules,at work we need image.college is the time where there's not much of limits.

IF NOT NOW?? WHEN?

Guess i kinda make this blog into something like my diary :D

used to sleep very early.before 11pm.now i can barely sleep before 1 in the morning.there's this person kinda stuck in my mind,EVERY NIGHT @.@ started weeks ago.nahhh,better not think too much.should focus on my studies,of all the exams so far this time is the one i am really worried about.i let myself get too lazy,until someone actually asked why did i even go to school in the first place.i managed to forget to bring my SCHOOL BAG to SCHOOL. LMAO

about time i try to sleep.nighty nite to myself~~~

Confession

My heart beats faster as i'm awaiting you.

I can't stop thinking about you.

Keep wondering what to do without you.

IM IN LOVE~~~

allow me to introduce XD

ladies and gentleman!!!!

miss PASS !!!!!!

I know i don't deserve her,but then i will work all my best in order to get her.The heartbeats when i wait for her~~~ the happiness i feel when i see her.Owwwwwww

4

4 exam coming!!! lolx and i barely passed my trial exam,failed some.guess that's what happen with my bad attitude. IM going to pass all of them.i might be lazy but im too lazy until im lazy to waste another 6 months of my life.and im looking forward to 2days of class in one week,must be goooood,will be boring but im sure i can came up with something to do. XD now back to finding my mood to study.

Scary~~~

first,DUN watch Clash of the titans 3D. NO

How to train ur dragon is good though.

Its always fun to hang out with cat and eric again.i laugh all the way but then i dun know what im laughing about,and it doesn't matter even if we do pointless things. BEST thing is,when there is request,follow up with ON!!!! even the guy outside the cinema who gives up the 3D glasses recognize us when we go in there the second time. XD im actually in better mood,good

then its daniel.OMG i cannot resist shooting him.the weird thing is,he doesn't fight back.every gang of friends i meet who knows daniel,SHOOT him.EVERYONE awww i sooo damn miss the feelings.and walla,we have drama everywhere!!!! i watch drama from other college too now. so i see that everyone can be emotionally unstable,not just limited to woman.(but its woman who first shows me how ppl act when they emo)

If u hate me,or anythings i do irritate u,tell me pleaseee.I'll see what i can do to fix it,if i cant help it then sry,too bad for u.Im not perfect and so do u,i dun really think everytime before i talk.Not even god do that. Im getting sick of this,for whatever reasons,im not happy with the way u treat me.I tried fixing this,then what did u give me in return?what's with that attitude?

GRATS,i used to be angry at ppl by shouting at them and curse them.u give me a lesson that there are way more higher levels technique for being mad at someone.

now pray for the all mighty GOD,as he may screw ur wife if u don't.(according to Clash of the Titans)

ps,i almost forgot.there's this someone here i can no longer explains my feelings of him with words anymore.i can only.... CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS and so on(in a sarcastic way) u wan me drop a few tears for the dramatic effect also CAN arr!!!!!

What's Wrong??

DO NOT WHAT?? opppss

this picture again remind me of how stupid i am.i gone up the deck at 4.30 and waited till 6.30. At last i cant stand it anymore and decided to go back to my room and sleep.FML,the sunrise start at around 7.30.which makes all my effort looks stupid.i AM stupid.

been a long time since i took a picture of myself.did i changed in the pass few months? a tiny bits??

im just gonna show some pictures from inside the cruise.

i want to know wats wrong.something changed but i dunno what and how.Hello??i cant read minds

Marvelous~~~eh?

owww this is just a sudden urge to write something.

hahax,guess i cant help it.these days i found out that i din talk as much as before,pretty much because im not really happy?or the less talking thing make me not that happy?im not sure.Since the start of college,i din really do any homework,not that i care.but then i started to copy homework worrr.something i dun do in a few years time,of course the homework i copy is assignments la...special case ma...the rest no i haven start to do yet.Im surprised myself,is this good? i try to figure out why i will copy notes too these day,and do exercise on A4 paper instead of beside the questions.(GOOD JOB MERVYN,u saving the environment by getting that virus of me and dad u obviously did change a bit on how u treat exercise if u know wat i mean),maybe its because i started to hate the fact that nobody expect anything from me?its kinda weird actually,part of me wan to do better and show that i can if i want to,another part is the lazy me and that i dun wan to force myself to change to fits in.its normal to say that nobody will ask help from me knowing that im obviously the lazy one and not showing much interest in study.

Then i decide,im gonna do as how i feel.to copy notes when i feel so,get interested when i feel so,get serious or have fun when i feel so.SIMPLE. Marvelous~~~eh?

ok done with the story which sounds like something u find in identity crisis cases.now to the things happened recently.i want to watch alice in the wonderland and sadly the holidays make it impossible.secondary school eh!!!!! GO study larrr,watch hami movie???huh?why took all my tickets huh?? holidays is for wat purpose eh? study la of course.u all just dun get it.all the school days is to teach u all wat u need to know,THEN holiday let u revision eh ma!!!! NVM,i also dun understand it until today XD and i probably wont.And one more thing,its ok if u make fun of me about going out with someone.but then by the way u amazingly relate going for a movie with going hotel with a Marvelous reason,i can just assume that ur life are so filled with pretty colours that im pretty sure the doctor who experts in STD can recognize u in a miles away and greet u like an old friend.(thats normal too i understand cause we are always polite to those we depend on to pay for our living,customers are always right) no offence ya XD.that's just the way i react to shootings.I SHOOT BACK........until u shut up.i mean,that's the best thing about shooting right??

??.....what else le.....OH we have finally have a human on earth which officially recognized as NO GENDER.YES its recorded so in his/her passport.i will just call 'hier' as result from combination of 'his' and 'her'.so hier are a man to start with,but then hier just dun wan to be a man anymore,hier go for surgery and as hier wish be a woman,a few years later hier also sick of being girl anymore.i got no idea wat hier do but then hier is officially NO GENDER in the end.hmmm,wats the point of telling this?? OWW come on!!! there are a human out there DECIDED to be the first NO GENDER human on earth,cant we just decide whether to watch a movie by wat we feel but not follow majority??? is this the side effect of growing up in a democracy country?

ahhhh........that feel better. =D Marvelous~~~eh?

Music download day!!!!

Today!!!

all the effort of the singers,all the work of the production,production of CD,marketing,design.every everything from bits to a song. and sudden u decide to download it from the internet FREE OF CHARGE???

.........WHO THE F ARE U???

............vincent??last time i checked yes that's who i am.thx god i still rmb that.

Title

?it asked for a title and there it is.Title

3am in the morning.im still awake,its already been two weeks.STOP BUGGING MY MIND!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

the same question keep annoys me when i close me eyes.stupid.the ans was there all the time and it wont change.

now back to my bed trying to fall asleep.

WHEE.SNIFF

WHEEEEEE~

im happy im happy~

cause i just past my paper~

im happy im happy~

i just found crack for AVG~

im happy im happy~

cause i got back my net~

im happy im happy~

HAPPY GO LUCKY~~~

SNIFF~

not good not good~

not good with my mid term~

not good not good~

not good with home study~

not good not good~

not good with myself~

not good not good~

IM in deep deep shit~~~

ps.i know this doesn't rhythm but i dun care~~~eh eh eh eh eh~~~~

Yes??Anything??

The balloon!its gonna kill her!!!RUN!!!guess who?

now only i notice this.see how fair my dad's leg is?? OH my my~~~

snap milk eating bread.WHERE IS MY STRAWBERRY MILK!!!????

enjoying her class.krystal not here so she used her chair to put hand.

19LIAO!!!!the bday boy.at sunset bistro.

see the FOOD???rm 20 right?? guess wat is it? EGGS!!! 4 EGGS

RM5 EACH!!!!!! now that's some expensive eggs.

ME!!of course,its been a long time since i posted some photos.facebook is making me lazy.

and AT LAST!!i know im normal people!!! after i heard the DARE game from eric.i know that im just another normal people.i wonder when can i be as siao as them??? NEW YEAR!!! my class.......hmmm,wat can i say?it's again filled with stories.No more long long time ago,have to change it to 'just recently......'

ps.WCC:u are so pretty till i beh tahan nia XD.no wonder u can be so geng.

ERIC:again im waiting for u to come back penang,sien together is better than sien alone.

CAT:U ASSAHOLIC!!!!

DOWN!!!

opps,i mean UP!!!!!

happy new year by the way

im just too lazy to update anything.

since everyone make some targets in their new year.

here's mine.

1.COME ON CAT EXAMS!!!bring it on!!!waaachaaaaaa

2..........hmmmmm,mmmkay...............im going to organize my notes?

3.wat beats having fun?of course its in my list.

4.at least learn one new non study skill

5.i wan KEEP FIT!!!! wanna be in shape~~~

6.NO more antisocial

7.did i mention having fun??

Compare

Exam over today,start at 9 am end at 11am.results:84.

Back home,MCD on the way back.

Go out,off to Queensbay,meet uncle cat.walk around,cinema(zombieland),shopping,old town crapping.

back,icy tower,ppstream.

Watching

and all i did is watching.all i ever done is watching what happens around my life,its like watching movie,u get the fun,sad part of the story,but it might be just more better if u are in it,never feel satisfied.

once i saw this show,this guy say:'yep u the main actor of ur life,but mostly the movie's name is THE LIFE OF A NOBODY.' it sucks to keep thinking how lousy i am compared to others,i need to change.

Dont

better dun have any confidence.nothing turns out good with too many confidence.

now let me say this: Im just not........good (from Jacob)

i wanna be better,be more.just have to find some way to kill my lazy attitude.

18!!!

IM OFFICIALLY 18!!!!!!

Tasty?

Another experience today,for the first time got people persuade me into direct sales.guess all are quite familiar with this 'direct sales' thing.here,to start this post i will show u the product they introduced. MonaVie

According to THEM,it's a healthy fruit drink...here's some link,look at it for urself if u wan.

http://www.monavie.com/Web/US/en/index.dhtml?r=1

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MonaVie

Yes,ur own business...dun believe it,it will never be UR business,u are just part of the cycle of 'money earning'.So how did the persuading start??they are my friend's customer,apparently my fren joined this too,may god bless him. we have tea time(free,i no need pay) together lo and they started telling me about this juice.

I got nothing against direct sales,i swear.because i know someone did earn their living based on this job.my point of view is they are not selling products but RELATIONSHIP and PERSUADING skill.cause no matter how i look at it, this juice should not cost RM100+ each,i might pay for it if it got alcohol in it but pure fruit juice?? u got to be kidding me.

NEXT,i'm gonna tell u how the payments and profits as they say work.u get FREE membership,ya FREE.think twice,to start earning money u need to buy 2 box of them,each box contain 4 bottle of monavie,so that makes u pay RM800 first.(every 28days).in case u not aware of ur current situation,u are now paying RM800 as monthly salary to someone u dun know in exchange for 8 bottles of fruit juice(great deal right??)

SO how u make profits?? U make others pay RM800 for 8 bottles of fruit juice just like u for the same reason...to earn money by making others buy that fruit juice again and u get certain percentage of the sales including those sales that ur customer made.the percentage will normally be 10% or near....where did the rest of 90% go??

10%=ur pay

20-40%=the product cost

50% or more=pay for those at higher rank than u,they decide rank by how much u buy and sold the product and u can gain points by doing so.(it means that guy that sell u that juice and THAT other guy that sell it to him and so on)

ps.this is all based on my personal view but i bet it is not far from the truth

This marketing technique is quite a common one and a lot have ended up as a scam(multi level marketing),it used human weakness-GREED.i bet i looked like a fat juicy well cooked pig in front of them.

last thing is.to the guy who tried to persuade me:GOOD JOB,i like the part where u remind me not to give up my study even if i earn a lot with direct sales.AND also the part where u convince me u are not selling any products(which no matter how i looked at it,u are selling me 8bottles of rm100+ fruit juice) DO u know what he said??? im just sharing a way for u to earn money,not selling u products.claps...claps...it's been so long since i heard something so meaningful,cant believe there are people in this world who will share their money with me.THX.

So far so good.

I plan to live forever..........so far so good!

kidding.exam is near(3 weeks more),3 paper to go. I'm getting old pretty fast here,cant believe it's already November since April intake.Good thing is,i made the right choice,i dun feel any regret for choosing accounting.Since primary i lied in that god damn stupid essay question 'what's your future dream?'. I dun have any dreams to start with,i'm average(or below) in school,in study,in sports,in everything,who am i to have a dream??

hey wait...i have.short-term dream:PASS MY EXAM!!!!(correction,short-term only cover 1 year,what i need is 4 year so it's a long-term dream)

as for other dreams...wait la.i will start dreaming about it after exam.

and DAD SHUT UP about how expensive it is to fix my car,i hate it when u do that.SHOULD have foresee that since the time u bought me that old saga,like hell it's my fault?? Im not at the LOVE my car age yet,how the hell can i know my bearing got problem by just hearing???and it's normal for kids like my age to listen song LOUD LOUD in the car and failed to notice that stupid sound the car make.

phew...so far so good la.