HEH heh

watched two movies today,THOR and WATER for ELEPHANT.both are nice movies that are totally worth my money and time. LOST the THOR 3D tickets though.kinda wonder how dumb i have to be to lost tickets from my 'butt pocket' heh.

no worries,bought tickets again.i still remember the seats i bought,and there i saw a family of four sitting on our seats.turned around and asked them whether they changed seats or bought those tickets.told me they bought it from the counter.

ahhhh~~humans,i forgive them.i would have did the same thing,not going to pretend i'm better or anything. funny how i reacted to it,i din't feel as mad as i thought i would be.its just two tickets,i treated someone i dun know to a movie today!!! :D

GO humanity??but seriously,there are kids with them.told us 'we bought the tickets' in front of the kids,so damn educative.no matter world peace is a myth.

Thoughts

sometimes,sometimes,it's all about your own ability.not what you USE.no matter how expensive the tools is,without user,it will just exist and that's all.Not applicable to everything though.I dreamed of a fair world,where everyone are valued by what they are instead of what they own,even if i am worthless,at least i know it is truly my own fault.REAL LIFE?? nah,fair? we are born different.pain in the ass.

Time to grow up,control myself,temper,love,hate,lazy,spending,savings,gaming,study,eat,sleep,everything.be true to myself then i wont regret it,lying sucks.

being the good guy sucks.

title says it all.im tired~~~all these bullshits.lies~~grey area~~~im not perfect but UR not perfect part IRRITATES ME!!!! do i have to?? telling everyone its ok?? im going to prove myself more worthy.

Late in the night.

What else??cant sleep looorrr.

its been a long time since i blogged,last time i checked i still have black/brown hair.

now i'm BLOND XD

I just have the sudden urge to bleach my hair that's all.In my country though,hair like mine are what they call the 'bad kids' hair to the older generation,as for the young ones,this kind of fashion is still not acceptable yet,some even consider it as the 'lower class taste' which we call it PIGDOG. makes sense since it took me quite a lot of courage to decide for this hair,and get prepared to get a lot of 'comments' and 'stares'

I dun mind people giving bad comments though XD, i always say this to them:"at least i tried??"

this might seems stupid to others but its a thing we dun get to do anytime we want in our life.in schools we have rules,at work we need image.college is the time where there's not much of limits.

IF NOT NOW?? WHEN?

Guess i kinda make this blog into something like my diary :D

used to sleep very early.before 11pm.now i can barely sleep before 1 in the morning.there's this person kinda stuck in my mind,EVERY NIGHT @.@ started weeks ago.nahhh,better not think too much.should focus on my studies,of all the exams so far this time is the one i am really worried about.i let myself get too lazy,until someone actually asked why did i even go to school in the first place.i managed to forget to bring my SCHOOL BAG to SCHOOL. LMAO

about time i try to sleep.nighty nite to myself~~~

Confession

My heart beats faster as i'm awaiting you.

I can't stop thinking about you.

Keep wondering what to do without you.

IM IN LOVE~~~

allow me to introduce XD

ladies and gentleman!!!!

miss PASS !!!!!!

I know i don't deserve her,but then i will work all my best in order to get her.The heartbeats when i wait for her~~~ the happiness i feel when i see her.Owwwwwww

4

4 exam coming!!! lolx and i barely passed my trial exam,failed some.guess that's what happen with my bad attitude. IM going to pass all of them.i might be lazy but im too lazy until im lazy to waste another 6 months of my life.and im looking forward to 2days of class in one week,must be goooood,will be boring but im sure i can came up with something to do. XD now back to finding my mood to study.

Scary~~~

first,DUN watch Clash of the titans 3D. NO

How to train ur dragon is good though.

Its always fun to hang out with cat and eric again.i laugh all the way but then i dun know what im laughing about,and it doesn't matter even if we do pointless things. BEST thing is,when there is request,follow up with ON!!!! even the guy outside the cinema who gives up the 3D glasses recognize us when we go in there the second time. XD im actually in better mood,good

then its daniel.OMG i cannot resist shooting him.the weird thing is,he doesn't fight back.every gang of friends i meet who knows daniel,SHOOT him.EVERYONE awww i sooo damn miss the feelings.and walla,we have drama everywhere!!!! i watch drama from other college too now. so i see that everyone can be emotionally unstable,not just limited to woman.(but its woman who first shows me how ppl act when they emo)

If u hate me,or anythings i do irritate u,tell me pleaseee.I'll see what i can do to fix it,if i cant help it then sry,too bad for u.Im not perfect and so do u,i dun really think everytime before i talk.Not even god do that. Im getting sick of this,for whatever reasons,im not happy with the way u treat me.I tried fixing this,then what did u give me in return?what's with that attitude?

GRATS,i used to be angry at ppl by shouting at them and curse them.u give me a lesson that there are way more higher levels technique for being mad at someone.

now pray for the all mighty GOD,as he may screw ur wife if u don't.(according to Clash of the Titans)

ps,i almost forgot.there's this someone here i can no longer explains my feelings of him with words anymore.i can only.... CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS and so on(in a sarcastic way) u wan me drop a few tears for the dramatic effect also CAN arr!!!!!